In the midst of winter I learned that there was in me an invincible summer.

Camus 1913-1960

Ageing, wrestling with demons, fighting causes, disobedience, beauty, decay, hopes and expectations, falling off and falling down, getting up again, speeding up, taking my hands off the steering wheel, feelings, just being, getting and spending, making and breaking, always horses, writing, fighting, raging, poetry, oak trees, bees, hedges, fires, laughing, learning…always